day 11 fasting dreams

....i think this topic deserves its own blog if you asked me....since i started my fast 11 days ago my dreams have been so vivid that they remain with me long after i wake up....i also find that the central theme revolves around some kind of food....last night i had the most bizarre one...it would take an eternity to paint this picture.....suffice it to say that i turned into a giant black  FLYING snake.....and somehow in the midst of all the craziness i was eating chocolate chip cookies and milk in a giant plate...i know where my brain is getting the chocolate chip cookie dream from....from my job....every morning we get GIANT freshly baked chocolate cookies at work...complementary, and you can have as many as you want...i generally avoid that area because the delicious smell will just fuck up my whole day...especially since im a sucker for junk food....i see, smell, and watch other people eat those cookies EVERY DAY.....which is just wrong...but what can i do...plus they are right next to the coffee machine which means that i cannot avoid seeing them whenever i need my espresso fix......anyhow IM DOING GREAT!! i honestly feel like a million bucks.....maybe its the extra shakeology that i had yesterday, maybe its the extra calories from the milk....i dont know.all i know is that i feel WONDERFUL!  

day 10

i had 2 shakeologys today with fat free milk....nuff said

day 9

...i woke up with a headache this morning.....i think i might be dehydrated....im making some black coffee to drink.nothing like coffee to pick you up...iv also noticed that im sleeping less and less as the fast progresses.before i started my fast 6hrs would leave me sleepy all day now im literally jumping out of bed before the sun comes out.Im usually up by 6am now....im CONSTANTLY hungry but shakeology helps out ALOT! by the time this fast is over il be a cold water and black coffee addict...

DAY 8

................woke up and all i could think about was water...coly icy water!....i feel great!

day 7

..........i made it to a week......7 days....that sounds good...i can safely say that yesterday was just about the toughest day so far....i had another weird dream last night....i had bought 20$ tennis shoes on ebay and they arrived to me dirty, they were old, very old and the soles of the shoes had holes in them.....and when i looked at my bank statement i had been charged 200$ for shipping and handling.....why im i having these kinds of dreams? i never remember my dreams...until now.......this is hard......i feel weak all the time...im nauseated all the time.....but iv come too far to quit...its amazing how important food is to our general well being.i feel so bad for anyone who has to go without food for an extended period of time.Its just not right.

RESPECT

.............to everyone who has gone without food for an extended period of time...RESPECT!......im struggling today.....i just dont feel right.....

saturday afternoon watching adam richman devouring different BBQ challenges ....i cant stop watching........if i cant eat i might as well watch someone else do it.....lol